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About Me Member Rhyming Poet Rozepoet18/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Thu Mar 27, 2008, 4:51 PM
Hey everyone I'm really am not in such a cheery mood. I feel bad that I haven't been here on dA so much posting my poetry. Lately, I just haven't been so inspired to write. I'm in a slump now. So many things are happening here with my family and I don't mind what I write here. I don't care actually. Where to start...

Well I guess it's been a year already that my grandfather has been semi paralyzed on the right side of the body. Ever since then my mom has been taking care of him. I never seen her so much but whenever I do she is always mad or pissed off. She had many people hired to take care of him as a caretaker but they are just awful and they take advantage of everything and demand more money. Such greedy people. My parents argue so many times about many things like groceries for example; mostly half of it is for my grandfather and out fridge is empty. It's just...what about us? What about my dad, my older sister, and I? I sacrifice a few days of college to help but I get treated like trash by my own mother. I see my parents getting a divorce in the future and my older sister is getting married around next year too and where will I be? I'm just going to be alone seeing my mom one day and my dad another and struggle with college. The funny thing is that we may seem to be smiling and being happy but we are not. I'm just sick and tired of everything that is going on around me. There are times that I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to break things. Things will never go back to what is was before. We will never be a family again. I can go on and on but I want to keep it short. I just want to talk to someone, anyone, I just don't want to feel so lonely anymore. It's funny that in 3 days (March 30) will be my sister and my birthday (5 years apart) and it will be lonely.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Girugamesh - Shining
  • Reading: The Crimson Petal and the White
  • Drinking: Soda...so tempting to drink

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  • Current Residence: Florida (too hot...)
  • Interests: Writing, Reading, Music, Meditation, Anime, Manga, Poetry, Video games, and trying new things
  • Favourite movie: I like all kinds of movies except for Scary/Horror
  • Favourite band or musician: alice nine., MUCC, ACDC, Girugamesh, and plenty more but I can't think of it at the time :P
  • Favourite genre of music: All kinds except for country
  • Favourite poet or writer: William Shakespeare, Edgar Allan Poe, Basho, Anne Rice, Susan Carroll, Jane Austin, Arthur Golden
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen Vision: M 30 GB
  • Wallpaper of choice: Ice (not much of a selection)
  • Favourite game: Legend of Zelda Twilight Princess for Wii, Tales of Symphonia for Gamecube, and all Final Fantasy
  • Favourite gaming platform: Fighting and RPG
  • Personal Quote: Live life to the fullest so you may have no regrets.
  • Tools of the Trade: Ummm....pencil and paper I guess and occasion napkins and recepit. I don't draw though I wish I

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:iconal-gives-me-hope:
hello! i saw ur icon and since im in love with hitsugaya i started waching u! and then OMG u r a great poet!!!!! :3!

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