Well I guess it's been a year already that my grandfather has been semi paralyzed on the right side of the body. Ever since then my mom has been taking care of him. I never seen her so much but whenever I do she is always mad or pissed off. She had many people hired to take care of him as a caretaker but they are just awful and they take advantage of everything and demand more money. Such greedy people. My parents argue so many times about many things like groceries for example; mostly half of it is for my grandfather and out fridge is empty. It's just...what about us? What about my dad, my older sister, and I? I sacrifice a few days of college to help but I get treated like trash by my own mother. I see my parents getting a divorce in the future and my older sister is getting married around next year too and where will I be? I'm just going to be alone seeing my mom one day and my dad another and struggle with college. The funny thing is that we may seem to be smiling and being happy but we are not. I'm just sick and tired of everything that is going on around me. There are times that I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to break things. Things will never go back to what is was before. We will never be a family again. I can go on and on but I want to keep it short. I just want to talk to someone, anyone, I just don't want to feel so lonely anymore. It's funny that in 3 days (March 30) will be my sister and my birthday (5 years apart) and it will be lonely.






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